I am harrypotternutXX and AimeeXX is a person I InstantMessage on yahoo.
AimeeXX was saying she wanted to die... I get a LITTLE mad when people say that.
harrypotternutXX: no matter how painful the thorn, the rose is always the most beautiful but no one ever sees how much we need the thorn to protect the rose from stupid people who damage it by not giving a crap about life
AimeeXX: I don't think you understand it. I have a lot of physical and emotional pain which I can't handle much more
harrypotternutXX: that's the beauty of life! PAIN LOVE HAPPINESS BEAUTY DREAMS AND LIVING!!
AimeeXX: yeah but I don't get much of the other stuff
harrypotternutXX: it means that you need the thorn to smell the rose. and you need the rose to be hurt by the thorn...
AimeeXX: wheres the sweet-smelling stuff then?!
harrypotternutXX: the rose
AimeeXX: BUT WHERE IS THE ROSE
harrypotternutXX: ok breaking it down... in Canadian
harrypotternutXX: the thorn is painful and the rose smells sweet. the thorn is protecting the rose from the people who hate life and don't appreciate it . YOU NEED to feel the pain of the thorn before you can smell the beauty of the rose.
AimeeXX: yeah but I've been feeling that pain for a long time now
AimeeXX: no rose.
harrypotternutXX: it will come you don't understand you cant wait for the rose, the rose is not coming for you you have to find it in yourself
AimeeXX: eh
AimeeXX: whatever
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_later_
harrypotternutXX: do you know what its like to be a small child burning, crying in pain seconds away from death?
harrypotternutXX: have you ever felt that?
AimeeXX: no
harrypotternutXX: do you think that child wants to live? to grow. to dream. to experience?
AimeeXX: yes
harrypotternutXX: that little child is every one person who wants death. they think they want to die but what they really want is to live. to live beautifully and to dream and to experience but to get to that point they must endure that burning pain of sadness, of love lost, of dreams taken.
AimeeXX: so I have to go set myself on fire to appreciate life?
harrypotternutXX: no that 'Fire" is a metaphor.
harrypotternutXX: the fire is general pain
AimeeXX: My mom once accidentally set my sleeve on fire with a lighter
harrypotternutXX: so what, that's nothing near what I'm taking about
AimeeXX: screw musician you should go write self-help books
harrypotternutXX: but I'm not helping you. your too arrogant.
AimeeXX: oh
harrypotternutXX: if i were helping you would love life.
AimeeXX: what you mean
harrypotternutXX: ?
AimeeXX: maybe life isn't meant to be loved
harrypotternutXX: maybe its not. but if its not then what is there to love?
everything you love is life. people, pets, stuff, food, drinks.
if you say you love something then its not real love, if life's not meant to be loved.
AimeeXX: I love TPATH more then you.
harrypotternutXX: Bullcrap.
AimeeXX: I think I'm fine now.
Darn right you should be mad. This is an inappropriate InstaMessage!
ReplyDeleteAimeeXX, ask for some help from a real adult, a school counselor, a pastoral counselor or what ever mental helath counselor is available in your community AND DO IT NOW!
I have permission from amieeXX to post and also the name has been changed to protect her and she is fine. we did come to the conclusion that she was kidding she only said that life sucked and we were using the metaphor of death too explain life. all is well.
ReplyDeleteI'm AimeeXX. I didn't ask for this to be posted, but I let it be posted as long as my real name wasn't up.
ReplyDeleteI do have an excuse for it, though: I'm a bit mentally ill and I take certain medications to control it. However, that day my prescription had run out and I didn't realize, so I only could take part of it. I'm fine, now.
you didnt ASK me to post it but...you never said anything about me not being able to post it. but i did change your name...out of NICENESS! XD
ReplyDeleteSorry. I wasn't completely there at the time so I don't know what I actually said/didn't said and I'd rather not torture myself by looking at the chatlogs.
ReplyDeletehah ok hey AIMEEXX ROCKS! AND you think Stan's hot... XD your a goof bye. I'm trying to IM you. XD
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